.Sigh.

I hope today will be better.

Babes suppose to go to the career center today and I'm gonna try and sign up for college. Im stressing out so bad its driving me crazy. I hate this I'm 21 years old and cant find a job anywhere. I've applied to just about everywhere. I wanna move on with my life. I don't wanna be living at my parents house forever. I wanna get married and start a family and it just make me even more depressed because all my friends are popping out kids and starting their life's and i just sitting back and watching how everyone is happy with their families and i'm miserable. Not fair.

There is so much stress and pressure put on me no one has no idea.